Tuesday, March 31, 2009

the poetic fast... Day 1

The journey of finding self-motivation and peace within has been a long weary travel. To get 'me' back in order I've decided to go back to my 1st love, writing. I've strayed away due to inner conflicts and will start expressing the random emotions that I've been storing away for over 2 years now... yes, I havent written anything in two years. And I refuse to cut off my creativity from now on!



So, for the next 40 days I will be joining my sisters in a poetic fast.... One poem a day!



A poem a day that will aid along in the journey of becoming a better me.



Join US!!!

The more the merrier! ;-)

Trust me it doesnt have to be perfect.... imperfections are a perfect display of art!

My thoughts will pretty much be all over the place, so dont be afraid to join!





So without further adieu, let's get this show on the road!!





Day 1



Title: Smile 4 me @ 4am

As this clean palette lights up my eyes,

I draw blanks,
All of my emotions are now frozen,
but the thought of u stays warm on my brain,
the thought of u next to me is like a dream that I would love to make reality,
but reality is that it will never happen,
we have indeed split into our different worlds that are ban from colliding with each other,
so the thought of having you play a major role in my life will only happen either in my dreams
or in my next lifetime,
I can still smell you,
and I still hear your voice in my head,
especially when you say … hellO….
Many are called,
few are chosen,
and only one has truly conquered my heart…
and yes that one would be you
I miss your smile,
how it eases my pain,
how it stops my world and put everything that has any ‘importance’ on pause,
your smile makes me appreciate the little things,
because if I could just see you everyday with that smile on your face,
then there is now way in hell I can have a bad day!
Even if we are in two different worlds can you jus smile if you’re reading this
and maybe I can feel it in my heart,
maybe if you can jus smile for me our 2 worlds can realize that they cannot live without one another.
I feel like these words are empty,
they don’t give the true reason for this piece
but I refuse to just simply tell you I miss you,
because those 3 little words goes so much deeper than that
and I cant find the words to tell you
But I do miss you, a lot.
I know that we are miles away,

and all I want is for you to be in my life,
no matter what the role is….

So can you just smile for me….
And maybe I can feel it in my heart…


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Now its your turn!!

Luv-ya ;-D

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